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This journey of death has arose from the ashes with the face of nothing.

Do you dream?

Created on 2009-03-11 12:37:45 (#19037775), last updated 2009-06-05

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Name:	zommbi
Birthdate:	12-09
Location:	Orlando, Florida, United States
Website:	[My]Space

Bio

I'm Holly, but mostly everyone calls me Della. I'm 19 years old. I hate the saying, "I'm __ years young." Because I look at myself as way too old. I always find myself wishing I was 5 years old again. Because back then? There was nothing to worry about. Only imagination and worrying about the other kids picking on you because you were fat. You didn't have all the worries you would now.

About me?

No, this is more about what you want to FIGURE OUT about me.

I'm a very hard person to figure out or even get to know. I tend to put up a defense wall against ignorance and stupidity. I'm not a people person. I'm what you could call a "social monarch" if you will. Don't know what that means exactly? Oh well. You'll figure it out once you get to know me.

I generally have no empathy for others except for my family and my very close friends. In which, I have very few friends due to the fact that I play my cards way better than most. It's hard for me to get close to you and it's hard for people to really see who I'am.

I'm labeled off as quiet and uninteresting, therefore people never seem to attempt to take the time of day to try and talk to me. Not that I'm not okay with that, but all I've got to say on that one? Don't label me, because I don't like soup anyways. Any kind of life lived by a stereotype is no life at all, or a bullshit, meaningless one. I like what I like, and I really really don't care what someone will think of me if I do something a little weird or stupid. I don't have any kind of label to protect, I'm Holly, and that's all I need.

MUSIC=LIFE. I don't discriminate when it comes to music. I love all types of music. PERIOD. Especially metal, the 80's, and old school rock from the 90's. It all just depends on my mood and what I feel like listening to at the moment. I love reading and writing. I use to write a lot a couple years ago, but I don't as much these days. Ask me why? I don't fucking know, let's just say a strong case of writer's block.

I love abnormal beauty. I love beauty period. I'm obsessed with it. But what people don't seem to realize is? I have a very, very different view on WHAT beautiful is. For instance, someone you see as beautiful? I could see as downright ugly.

I have an unhealthy obsession with vampires/werewolves/zombies/faeries/anything sci-fi and fantasy-like. I love the books, the movies, the songs, and of course my little fucked up mind that they just have to be out there. What can I say? I like to keep my imagination over the years. I love anything dark & desirable.

Horrible? Who me? Most definitely. I can be the most horrible person you know. In fact, I can be downright cruel, because I just don't give a fuck. But there are some occasions where I can be entirely too sweet for your own damn good. But what can I say? I enjoy being horribly insane.Your brain is my clay, and I'll shape it to my advantage.

For anyone who doesn't like me? Well then you all can kiss my lily white ass.

If I don't think you deserve to be in my life? Then I'll take you out of it. It's as simple as that.

We are complex machines, but that's all we basically are. Incredible working machines. One of my biggest fears is blending in with a bunch of COMPUTERS. We can't be so diverse from each other, but I try my best. Sometimes I wish that I was the only person on earth, so I could find who I really am...None of us are REALLY ourselves. We're all polluted with the things we've learned from other people's once-original minds. We've all just kind of blended now.

SHOW ME MORE ORIGINALITY FOR ONCE. That's a sure-fire way to become my friend.

I'm pretty easy to get along with, but I won't take your shit. I spent almost my entire life being walked all over, but for the past year I have been done with that. I'am who I'am and I do whatever the fuck I want. Accept it or not. I could really care less. Just don't tell me what to do or I'll have to punch you in the face. It's hard for me to give anyone any sort of trust. Everyone has pretty much fucked themselves over with my trust, and it takes a lot to earn it back.

I'm actually smart, (probably a lot smarter than a lot of people you'll meet nowadays) and I can actually hold a conversation, if you're interesting. I get bored with people easily, though, so keep me entertained. I think it's great to live like you were dying. Live every second like it was your last one. I do what I want with NO restrictions. I want to be REMEMBERED.

This is only the beginning of another chapter.

This will not last, this too shall pass.

And I like cheese, thankyou very much.

Well behaved women rarely make history